Life

Is it worth it, when all is said and done we are just waiting to die. What will i do that will really make a difference, even the greats in history only impact on the time they are in, give it 100 years and, as they say, they are history. Does it matter if i follow the rules? Do you need to ignore the voices in your head? Will stepping outside of the norm end life as we know it? If i'm a good partner will it change anything, will i go to hell if i stray. I don't stray for fear of hurting people, or hurting me (mostly me, why lie, were all selfish at heart). I just want fun, my fun, an easy life with no stress, food thats not fattening, drink that gets me drunk (i like being drunk) and is good for me. Time for me to go, if you do find this please comment, you can without leaving you name, be honest this is one space that will not judge. I'm to guilty for that.

Love and lust part 1

Can it be wrong to sleep with your partners best friend? Knowing that it is mostly lust that i feel, is it really being unfaithful.
Mostly, thats the word, if it was just lust then i would have no problem. But i have know this person for 10 years, we have grown close because of our positions, on a human level you could not hope to meet a better person.
We have not yet done it, but given the right circumstance i think it would happen, only our joint love for my partner stops us from engineering the correct situation.
It started with a kiss, just one. I saw that X was down and i said a kind word or two,a hug of thanks, turned into a passionate kiss, my first in years. My life turned. A meeting two days later to sort this out lead to another kiss, but longer. Now X fills my thoughts, my days and my nights.
My partner cannot see me as being attractive to someone else, and X as being very high sort after, these were nearly the same as mine, now i feel as if i have value and X looks even more appealing.
I'm not advertising this blog, if you find it then you were meant to. I would like comments, i cannot speak to anyone else, my partner is my best friend. I will add more when i can, this thing is my safty valve and as such will only be visited when needed.

The duality of man

Two Blogs, both alike in dignity.

Sometimes you need to write things that friends and family should not see, so two blogs. I'm Vera, or maybe I'm lying, but here i can be true.
No great art or structured post, no rules or regulations, no care for feeling, no love lost.
I am young, i am old, i am male, i am female, i am course, and i am effect, i am lost.

When i feel the need i will write, to release the pressure of every day life, this will be my safety valve.